whats happening??

had chalet yesterday. Didnt stayed over eventhough i had the intention to. going jb later. left like pretty late and were lucky that we managed to get into the last mrt. i love mrt rides, it either ill spend it listening to music and do some reflections on myself or just spend the whole journey talking to my friend. So esther and i just talked through out the whole journey. we will be looking around commenting on things.. and this particular young mom caught our attention.

like oh my god~ im not trying to be racist towards my own race but cant help it!! i guess it was at payar lebar when this group of young malay MOMs walked into the train with prams and babies. this one girl(i'm pretty sure, she's around my age... like what ? 18 and a baby -.-) sat beside esther. everything looks fine until the baby started crying. she took a small pillow and literally covered the baby's mouth making her suffocate and out of breath or something. it doesnt really stopped the baby from crying in fact she cried even harder... my heart literally sank when i saw the whole incident.. if only i was that brave to speak out and tell her not to do it. even if i do, i bet she wouldnt listen to me cos she totally ignored one of the lady and everyone were staring at them!!

what's happening to this world man.. im like so sad for the baby. so poor thing. she's just too young to be  a mom. like cmoon, im only eighteen and  i dont think im ready yet to be one too. i dont even have the intention to get married too young! there's so many things to fulfill in life. eventhough some may have the perceptions that woman cant do much in this world beside doing the house chores at home which i think, its ridiculous cos we're human beings. we're made purely out of the same thing as man.. just that man have much greater rights in this world. fuck it.

bye!