GLAMOUROUS²²

hi, im still alive but im barely breathing. i havent felt relaxed for a very long time eversince school has started.  ive practically been training like everyday and sometimes i wonder where does i get the energy to even push myself more. i am really really tired.

there are seven days in a week. seven days. i think im in my slackiest attire almost all the seven days. i dont bother dressing up for school. i woke up everyday to just grab anything that comes right in front of my eyes and wear it. top with jeans/shorts/skirts and specs. even now, i find it a chore putting in the two plastics into my eyes. every morning, in the bus or train, i watch people and frankly i do admire these individuals to wake up early every morning just to dress up , particularly poly students since i am one too. haha. i looked at them and then i looked at myself, i feel so psshhhtt. like shit

this is really a pointless post, dont you think so? lolz.im just telling myself that i am lazy and too tired to care about anything now.

but for these girls, ill remain strong and stop complaining for awhile that i am tired. for this 4 weeks girls, lets endure shitz together <3