You know how much I love change? I would feel free . I can be myself whenever I want to. It's about time I speak up. I've been dismissing things that are important to me thinking it'll soon be over, it's just a phase get over it but I can't seem to because they keep haunting me and making me feel uneasy everyday.
this few days had been an emo-ish . Did some reflections on the way back home. took the long bus ride home from school and almost fall asleep on someone's shoulder. well it was worthwhile. I just need time to think through the small/big/little things that ive done for the past few days, weeks and even months. To leave the bad one, remember the good ones. Thinking of ways to improve the bad ones too. And coming to a conclusion seems hard. sigh.
I dont show actions. I keep it and sometimes i let it out. I may turn into a bitch and say crude things when im being honest and i apologised for that. At times, its good to be direct.
I wish i was still a baby. baby so cute, baby only know how to cry and cry . i want to be a baby again :(. fcuk , im just 16+ and i had to face things which is rather avoidable(and is there any such word as avoidable). ohwellz.
When the things are off my chest. I want to go fly kite. Roll and jump around happily. I WANT!
ps:i am dead today, just for today.
3 comments:
Come on aiai,cheer up alright! im just a text away from you. Miss you:)
haha. thanks aiai (:
anyway enjoying life? since Os is over? get a job? hhaa! anw why cant i see ur blog? :(
I like your blog! I think this is the first time I'm commenting, your blog is like the genre of blog that I'd follow if this is tumblr! Anyway, get everything off your chest yeah? You'd feel better and we girls all can go kite-flying together someday!
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