for you....

every year, without fail. i would have one particular post just for my bestfriend, charmaine.

this post is specially for you.

i was reading the achieve of what i wrote for u a year ago. sometimes , its nice to look back at ur past and now when i did, i cried a lil. (i have to control! because im in school now :P)

As I think of our friendship, I begin to see of so many things. Mere words can't describe what you mean to me. when the world gets hard on me, ive always wish to look up for you , hoping that you would have time for me, and i hope when u needed me, i would be there doing the same thing for you too.

charmaine, no matter the miles that keep us apart, you're always in my heart. Sometimes, im afraid that i took things for granted, i fear and worried that i may lose you.

We get so caught up in life and things we must do .you, with school and work. me with school and db. we both have our own life to lead now. sometimes, i even forget to stop for a lil while and find way to tell you that i misss you, the fun times we had together.

so let me stop now, and tell you what im feeling now.

im feeling extremely sad and worried of not being able to be there for you like how i used to.Ive always remember how you bring me sunshine to brighten my sky. how you rescue me when I'm scared and alone.And take my hand to lead me cross the road.

i miss so much of those little silly things we did together, though it may happened a year ago or the past 3 years of our lives.those were the memories that are kept close in my heart and ill never erase it away. the times we planned to go out and go tour around singapore. venture out to scary places. fun fun fun! because you know what,Our friendship is like an ocean, stretching very far and wide.

i just need a day, where we can spend time just for you and me.

with that, ill end with a proper wish for you.

happy birthday charmaine, uve tured a year older. remember to sleep early, rest well, keep urself hydrated. make the right choice for yourself, anything that you wanna do, i will always support you. :D hope uve like the mini suprise which was a last minute one. and i hope next year, ur special legal 18th birthday wouldnt fall on the day that i have to paddle/see people paddling. haha!

lovelove.
from ur cutest bestfriend, me!