got me thinking... hmmm

having some time now to think through things. Then some things just got me thinking..

Do we need to pretend?Why do we need to hide, to be trapped inside with the feelings that capable of eating our emotions till we feel no more?
It’s the same as being a plastic. For some reasons, people tend not to be their selves just to fit in. Your friends wear label clothes, you have to wear it too. Girls, putting on layers of make up and put on little clothes to show off their assets for guys to see. where’s your own pride? By the end of the day, its not YOU the people would know but sadly, the plastic side of yours. Being too plastic that you feel no more...

Why do we feel what we feel? Why do we give in so much with little in return, yet we do the same to the people who give in so much to us?
Sometimes, you think too much. But yet again, have you ever spare a thought for the people around you? The things you have done might be so little as compared to what others had done for you. Have you ever think of this? I don’t think so, cos ive never thought of it either. Im so cruel. 

Do we have to have faith and hope, when hope is probably the cruelest emotion and faith it's companion?
Actions always usually speak louder than words, but words can damage and injure so aren't words pretty loud enough? I do think I need to have both, but when things come crashing down and this two words come in but things does’t seemed to change. Then Ill start to have doubts. So do I still need this both? hmmm

Cause we can never have a peace of mind until all hopes are let go.
Cause we tend to be more choosy when we have more choices forgetting the real facts of our needs.

The world is not going to change, it will always remain as mean. Fakers will remain as they are. Nothing’s gonna change.

So I shall escape now. Here comes my beauty sleep. Night!