thoughts and just thoughts.

Me? I’m actually pretty scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw, I’m scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I’m scared of walking out of my room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when i had the most wonderful time of my life.

things in the past is gone, and i don't wish to trouble my future. i want to live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

actually im wondering how to lead life without having failures and disappointments. how to make things goes the way you want it to be ? i wish i had some super powers or something. urgh...

I'M very scared of DEATH!! It doesn't matter if you're still young cos death comes anytime. things which happened around me which made me realise about it...

looking back at past... Ive did wronged to both god and my parents. Too much sins that Ive not yet prepare to leave the world anytime soon.

i had thoughts to be a grave digger. though it sounds weird? hmm...
i just feel , when you see someone passed away everyday, it gives you warning that death is real.

on this prosperous month, i wish all Muslims

salam aidilfitri

and seek forgiveness if Ive made any mistakes to anyone of you.

omg sleepy. lucky tomorrow no training. weeeehooo. night!

self-note. pick up yourself and move forward!