GLAMOUROUS²²

"In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart."

a song by MJ. i remembered knowing this song from lsyafiq. He showed me a video of a concert and my jaw totally dropped seeing the huge population of people , squeezing,smelling each other sweat just to watch him. girls were screaming, some cried ,some even went to the extent and climb the stage just to hug him and the worst of all, one fainted. GOD! that totally shows how many people idolised him and knowing that he's gone. It's just so sad.

on a heavier note, there's total of 2o cases of h1n1 in rp saddened me more and that totally scares the shit out of me. knowing that narisah's classmate had been admitted,her classmate Glenn is now having quite serious fever and now she's telling me that she's having fever as well. please rest well minah :( i still want to have our mini-meet-ups during lunch time, talking shits at the corner and bump to you during our first break, smsing you just say that I'm just a few metres away from you. (:

my grandpa was admitted again and he was angry about it. Not that we wanted to send him off but we were forced to, anyway,it was an instruction given out by his nurse. well she says, his blood pressure was too low and he needed to be dripped immediately. and getting dripped is a very serious matter! weird things happened lately, he's been talking all sorts of nonsensical stuffs and part of it was death. I'm totally speechless.

I'm living in fear as for now, uttertly worried and afraid of many things. fear that one day, i might receive an unexpected call, dropped the phone and the next thing i know, i would lie flat on the ground, fainted. i don't want that to happen.

i need this space . kind of a sombre post. I'm sorry

some piece of advice, when you get sick, don't be hesitant to spend your money and get your ass off and see a doctor!

bye