cheenamalay. hmmm

so Ive been battling a really insane sore throat with flu which acted like a tap water and with a bit of headache yesterday. so by the night time, i had a hard time getting myself to sleep and for every hour, had to get up and go to the toilet because the flu was so irritating! worst still, the medicine wasn't much of a help. arghhh

Friday night, went to the ahmad ibrahim mosque for syarahan because uncle&friends had a nasyid performance for maulidur rasul. Im so amazed to see the changes made on the ulu-kampung mosque. It looked so beautiful now, very clean and modern. OMG! I still remember how i dread waking up in the morning just to make my way to that mosque for morning prayer because my grandpa had to be the imam and that period of time, i was still small like around 1-3 years old? That was like ages ago sia and surprisingly, till now, so many uncle/aunties remembered my name and my fear of cats. what the...f! HHAHAHA.
felt so famous just for that very night. woots. i like!

This is absolutely random thing but yeah do i seriously look like a Chinese? I have to admit that my pa's family looked like one which maybe gave me that Chinese looks too.I have absolutely zero idea if my grandma is a Chinese or what but I've encountered so many incidents where Chinese auntie/uncle in the coffee shop especially,or anywhere around Singapore talked to me in Chinese.

Then ill go like ,"sorry what were you saying" and then they will laugh and say
"sorry ah, i though you're Chinese". ahhhh very nice.

And my grandpa told me an incident when i was still learning how to walk that one fine day, he brought me to the playground and one of the nyonyas under the blocks asked my grandpa


" awak curi ini anak ah, atau ini cucu angkat?".

Means, you stole this kid or your god-granddaughter. What the hell, this is seriously a bad translation but never mind, OMG! my heart seriously crushed and i cried so much cos i thought i was one.

wo banyak susah loh dengar orang cakap wo macam gini, kepala banyak pusing ah

HAHHAHA! funny right, but no, im pure Malay so please stop asking me such ridiculous questions and i was safely delivered from my mom's womb on eight twelve 92 . lol lol lol.

so for every features that is weird to me. I still had to thanked god for bringing me into this world in a perfect way.sukur alhamdulilah. But having this chinese-malay look is not bad what, plus i wanted a Chinese boyfriend so much right and Chinese people are very nice people like cece what.HEHHEHE.

smiley and Cherilyn is coming back tomorrow! and Hana is still having a great time in London. wow, so fun !!!.HACCCHOOOOM, my flu is acting up again. got to go!

and if you wanna know how chinese i looked ...
tada!