Friday, February 13, 2009

cos when you're fifteen..

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It’s the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain’t seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody’s way

It’s your freshman year and you’re gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I haven’t seen you around
Before

Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen
Feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We’ll be out of here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you’re feeling like flying
And you’re momma’s waiting up and you’re thinking he’s the one
And you’re dancing round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
When you’re fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin around but
In your life you’ll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team
I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy that changed his mind
And we both cried

Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen
Don’t forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
You just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn’t know who I was supposed to be
At fifteen

You’re very first day
Take a deep breath, girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors

-fifteen, taylor swift



Everything about it seems so true.only that abigail in my life doesnt have a boyfriend and he doesnt own a car.So yeah, FIFTEEN SUCKS!
I always say that I didnt want to get caught up in the world of love but yet again ill fall back into the same square.Urgghh.THAT SUCKS! I didnt want to waste my teens life neither looking for a boyfriend nor thinking about love. I didnt want love to consume so much space in my life. God thinks i do better being a single, well it seems to be till now. However, ive got to learn that i am not growing any younger. 3 years down the road, Ill be 19. And as early as nineteen, girls are already calling themselves as young mothers. woah.

Still, fifteen is too early to decide things in life. Not regretting but at least, i learned something in life.

On a happier note, 2 days ago. it was my 7th month with haz darl.HEHE SUPRISE! :) No matter how hard things may have pushed you, ill always be there for you. We shall embrace this occasion by vowing to each other that we're gonna grow old together till kerepotxzz nenek but still jambu in a way that we would still remember each other and love one another like NOW! muhahahha. love you. meet up soon pls!!

I know, ive yet to post the outing with my malay peeps. ill do that asap when i have the mood to resize my pics in photobucket and post it here. hehehehe.

ps: its e71 btw not n71. hahhaha.thanks charmaine for noticing.

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