A time when you teared upon writting something which you didnt want to but you had.and the next momment, when you read it back again. you laughed and you think it was indeed a corny thing. yes it was for me. everything is fine now, i guess?oh yes, ive deleted it away. kinda lameeeeee.
"do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone and do not be troubled about the future for it has not yet come live in the present and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering"-lucas one tree hill.
it's amazing how the mind works and how i could just shift something unpleasant out of my mind and think of other stuff to make myself feel better. i love the way humans interact, i want to know how they think, why they do whatever they wanna do and what goes on before every step they take. i think you can put me in a room of people for a whole day and i wouldn't be bored by just observing them. :(
am tired. am sad. and i wonder if i think too much. any unhappiness i feel is my problem and my obstacle to face. and it sucks to see it put out rightly in front of me, but i do get it, and it's all my fault in directly.
the wind blowing so cold and i just looked up and asked a million whys. i doubt i'll ever know why right, science can't explain this for sure and so it's up to fate?i guess again?
yesterday, stayed back in school and did A HARDCORE MUGGING for ss. thus this show, the reason why i still have time to blog now. sambil menyelam minur air. sambil belajar saya...(CNT TELL!)hehe. i had a great time laughing with those ladies after school during lunch. we didnt gossip like any others did. DOSA TAU!:D i brought up the topic of shaving hairs.eww right? since they had been putting the negative thoughts of mine days ago, why not making them laugh right. the skies revolted and pelted us with raindrops so went home at 6+.
im currently watching my cutesy brothers dancing at nirmala's song. double lol.
YAYYYY TOMORROW IS AMSYAR BIRTHDAY. FINALLY IM GONNA EAT A BIRTHDAY CAKE. he's turning 9 tomorrow baybeh!
ps: my twinnie's birthday coming.ive prepared!
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