GLAMOUROUS²²

let down was the only reason why I am actually fearing to step into the school ground almost everyday.tomorrow and even the day after.there's been this lingering sense of disappointment day by day as the upcoming Os getting nearer.its more scarrier to learn that prelims is in a week's time and ive yet to revised EVERYTHING.however, social studies is still very steady! a few chaps to go. GO GO GO!

life is too short to dawdle on the negative side of my life.and if it really sound like i don't have the negative sides then it would probably be unbelievable because i have which you know. i don't wish to bother about anymore.Secondly was my mt results. it was full of disappointment. i was totally on a verge of breaking down when i received it but i believed.everything which happened should have a meaning behind it.still, i have to thank the one above for mending me the way he wants it to be. astagfirullah, i almost collapsed but i didn't. life is too easy to be preached on.Well, i choose to pick up myself and move on. i cant settled down with a B3 so I'm re-taking baybeh! this time round, ill make it an A since i know ourale would definitely help.insyallah.

oh and its like, amirah revolution part I game over. Its weird that the part II had to be submitted earlier than the I. ? "yesaaaaa!" amirah had successfully went through those thorny paths for the past 8 months doing the coursework and its like finally " game over?". GREAT! thank you ms huda and mrs ng for your guidance and sacrifices.(:

and alhamdulillah. oral went on smoothly. im supa pleased to announce that i had overcome the second time of having those fear as i entered the school hall. i was mumbling away reciting you know, all of those surah that mom asked me to. i wanted to pee, shit ,almost all that nonsensical thing which people wouldn't want to do before their oral but i wanted to. Worst still, i was even the first to go. however, with those radiant smile carved on the 2 examiners faces, i began to settle down. and it was a good start. my reading was fine, picture as well, conver?! very steady. ok bagussssss.

amirah is a good girl. she went for madrasah today. and at night,(morning?!) before sleep, i talked to narisah about the "future planning for our ideal family" via msn. and i invited izzuan along the way. So those 2 kids, made me laughed in front of the screen throughout the whole conver.We shared about places for honeymoon,what kind of place we would like to stay, where mau nikah, what age to marry yadayadayada. CAN YOU LIKE IMAGINE IZZUAN SAYS THOSE THINGS TO US. LMAO SAK SEVEN (:

I'm going to school today and I hurry off with so much enthusiasm for the start of a new pretty eventful week again.hope it would be better with someone's presence.(twin and 7 you know i know *wink*)

ps: ilove my swap-meet-prince.


picture sux! tapi orang2-nyer tak sux. best!