Thursday, July 31, 2008

I'm so detached from my emotional being these days I don't know if I'm really, actually feeling down. Every thing's so grey, even words have lost their feel.i don't have any idea how many times have i teared for the entire 7Th months.i cant handle this any longer. whenever I'm on the verge of breaking down and giving up, i can even think of ending my whole life. i don't even have the time to pay back my sleeping debt. and i swear, i hate O levels! its driving me insane on the coursework and my effort was just a futile attempt.i want this to end right now (!!!!!) life is getting harder, and tougher. so be it? i got only 81 days left, and time flies real fast don't they?

the main intention of watching the boys played soccer was, to see ls(!!).Hehehaw. NO. i was just seated there spending a Little bit of time with jess(after so long)and the girls. supporting my lovey dovey classmates whom were there playing for the SMV and my friend(:. talking about soccer,i cant freaking wait for EPL! lampard staying. deco in Chelsea. scolari, among the best coach. GO BLUE SSS!

"rupa ada? kalau pendirian diri tidak seindah rupa buat apa? semakin hari sesekali terlihat wajahnya itu membuatku merasa lebih gelisa dan tidak tenang.meeeeluuaaattt betul lah.so disgusted tau!"


he's hot. he's hot. he's suppaaa hot.


i shall commemerate the seventh yesterday.quite strong ah

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