Friday, July 11, 2008

Sometimes I wish I were a machine - then, I'd have no need for rest; sleep would prove redundant to my mechanic body. I would be able to work around the clock, twenty-four hours a day. I would not stare at my humiliators, wishing they would turn to stone.(hmm) I would never feel tired due to the lack of sleep, I'd work and work all through my days. When others talk behind my back I'd feel not a pang in my heart - for I would not care how others perceive me. There would be no need for lovers, no need for those moments of special connection.

Loneliness would be soon exist, something faded in the shadows. Jealousy would belong to unfortunate human beings. There would be no need to have friends, for they would be of no use to me. I will have only one relationship and that would be with me, myself. My eyes would be dead, blank and empty. I would have no soul, just organs . No one would love me, I would love no one.My thoughts,sometimes they could scare me to my grave.

better right ? being just a machine. i want to sleep. byebye!
You are the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.you get what i mean ?


miss talking,tickling and disturbing sophia :(

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