GLAMOUROUS²²

I worry for my survival in society later in my life, especially in the workplace. This is because, im filled with an unexplainable mindset each and every time Maybe this is going to be the death of me - not being in the present moment and not putting all efforts in doing whatever is currently at hand, but instead worrying and being afraid of failure. Being afraid of failure is my(!) forte, but shouldn't I understand this more than many other?s, and shouldn't I understand that it is okay to fail?, we only have to learn from past mistakes? Instead, Im unable to accept the fact that with every mistake comes a valuable lesson learnt. because every failure comes with something to take home.

despite the motivational talks and video which the teachers had been putting up during assembly programme. i feel motivated at once and started to plan those hard mugging. but then, after a while. that laziness will come around and wrapped me up again.sometimes. i feel like im just useless. its just doesnt work out for me. perhaps i should have a nightmare like what mr andy had. failing O LVls and start to realise how important it was. im tired.

but hey. if that fatty kungfu panda could climb hundred of steps despite being fat and heavy,and he managed to attend the ceremony which he had been looking forward for years. then i could have work harder and stop being lazy in order to be able to achieve something i would wish to own one day. to work and i suppose, looking forward to the momment o lvl results being released with a happy smile craved on my face. lets do it!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SHAHIIRA!! ILY!
trying to forget somone u loved is like trying to remember someone u never know