GLAMOUROUS²²

I'm having the worst feeling ever
my nose is all blocked up and I'm having a terrible non-stop cough the whole day ever since Monday and the worst thing is, I'm totally knackered due to the side effect of the pills i took

so anyway, despite the exhaustion i had, i just cant and failed to put myself to sleep. i wonder. cos my nose are acting up like some flow of a tap water.its SO watery that i feel like pulling my nose off.haha and whats more, packets of tissue being used up every hour at home . urgh

those dull days i had previously ,to be precise were the examination days were horrible. sometimes, when i was so engrossed studying and concentrating ,i had this bad habit of skipping meals and end up surviving for a day with only pieces of bread with spread of nutella.

so yeah i hate getting sick, argh! urgh! biarku mati dahulu :(

on the heavier note, i hate being such a paranoid. studying so much for a single paper and end up getting screwed whenever i encountered critical questions which i had difficulty solving it, and yeah it was for chem
the sudden urged to cry in front of haz and Charmaine right after the paper had ended,was so much of embarrassing myself like a lil kiddo who goes like"mama i want milk !-.-" OK this is very corny.
this is totally unbearable. Ive just disappoint myself for not doing really well for chem(from my point of view) but yeah, what's done are always been done, i don't have the clock thingy which harry uses to turn back the time.. so yeah
lets just hope a miracle could happen


on the lighter note, BESTESTfriends had always been there thru thick and thins of my life in adss. Mom, whom got up every morning to prepare delicious breakfast and give me this cuteseeyy kisses when im out to school. aw www

ohhh yes, and i totally misses ls. REALLY, this girl cant help it.

and when I'm sick , ill get real crappy. i acted on the transformation of a human being into a power ranger to narisah, and she laughs till she dropped onto the dirty floor. See?! and then bazilah will start to ask," this one call sick ah" .seconds later ill start coughing . sumpah tak bedek, i wasn't faking siul!

loves much!