good friday

the last glimpse of the day had faded away, a new day had begun
a good good Friday spend with my lovely good bf wee jie and good best friend ily(:

we have been planning to watch sky of love together since forever,kidding
and finally...a day out with them
romantic.lovely.sad.happiness, it was tremendously a kudos show that no one should missed it.
wj was teasing ily all the way and i? happened to heard them laugh to bits, funny people

you know sometimes i wonder,if my future love would be as nice as the first. as in , you know, the feelings that me shower to him would be equally the same
as for mika, she chooses to go to her first love and left yu crying alone
even when she knows he was a gentleman
i still prefer yu to hiro alr o:
lets hope, when i got my second, i wouldn't go after my first anymore

and in the middle of the morning, i woke up and online
chatted with dearest good friend, chavalit
he shared tons of stories with me and its still , to be continued
and i shared number of secrets , complaint to him haha
still, even if i didn't see your presence in school for the last 3 months
i do really hope we were still studying together in the same class
but , chavalit is now having a wonderful time in Thailand while me ? pressurized,and always been grappling with stressful sch works
can i like start divorcing away from my everyday life and enjoy myself
urghhhh!! not the time yet(:

chavalit says :a broken glass,matter what u did , it won't be the same
which same goes to love. every magnificent word he used, has totally changed my mind
perhaps,i was fated to meet him but wasn't allowed to own him forever
I'm strong! (:

my body showed signs of fatigue and i went to sleep at 4 in the morning

loves all